新年快乐

新年流流,竟然生病,简直是拿命。明年是初一,一切顺顺利利,衰的滚蛋,好的尽粘着我,哈哈。新年快乐!!

Software Developer

Now I'm a software developer. What is the job scope? Well, honestly, I don't know. At first, I have been assigned to develop the mobile apps. Yeah, It's the android apps that most of you familiar with. I'm not proficient in programming as in university C++ is the only language that i learned properly. Indeed, It made me headache for the whole semester. That is the first time that i felt language is very hard apart from English. The hardest part for master English is lack of vocabulary which is also the main problem which cause the programming hard to master. For me, programming is the language that communicate with machine/computer. Even the human language can't manage well, how about the computer language? They said, the important thing for master programming is the logic part, once your logic is powerful, the rest is sap sap water. Honestly, I don't think so, at least for the beginner, the logic part is not that important as the vocabulary (key words) and also the rule (syntax). Just to imagine, can you teach a child without basic of language but just abstract logic? Apparently not, if the child can master it well, honestly speaking, it's sure not your effort but their talent. A firm ideology normally support by the well master of language. Hence, the first step is not teach how to think, but to teach how to write the code instead of just teaching Hello World, but the tutorial is code a calculator. The first nightmare is C++. Anyway, pass the subject at the end of semester.

However, i started to have interest on the programming after took the Verilog course during my second year. Strictly speaking, Verilog is not a programming language, it's a hardware description language which used to design the electronic circuit. The project is vending machine which took me nearly a month to complete it. Great satisfaction emerge through my whole body and heart after finish this project though there is some defect. I promised to myself that programming is my future way as the semiconductor such as BJT bla bla bla become my second nightmare after this. The most important thing that I like it is because I can understand it. It's a bit similar to human world. When you understand a people more, there is high chance for you to like her more.

Well, now I'm a software developer. My major is Communication which I'm suppose to be in the telecommunication field but now i step into IT field. This is all doesn't matter for me now. Just hope the IT world and my world full of surprise and interest from now ~~

Mary 和 小强

现在该是踏上归途的时刻，但是听到了Mary和小强的故事（真名吗？看了栋笃笑就会明白了），觉得该帮忙记录，不然Mary非常善忘的。

Mary说（啥深情的话只要从Mary嘴巴说出，好像就就俗套了，没关系，就将就些，不然她要大吵了）

她说：“

因为不想看到你（小强）太痛苦

不想你面对她的时候感到很累

所以放开

因为你担心自己不够好

所以放开

让你学习 如何变得更好

不是不爱

而是觉得紧抓着不放 才是不爱

也挺想敲昏你的脑袋 看是不是被糊着了

你说她硬颈

其实她说你也一样

非常硬颈

因为彼此都想把最好的给对方

但是没有最好 只有变得更好

所以当一方不想/无法努力

只能分开

即便相爱也是如此

这是第一封信

却也是最后一封

遗憾吗

是的， 不过这才是人生不是吗？”

据我所知，Mary把选择权给了小强，Yes OR Not。

这曾经是他们开始暧昧的爱语，但讽刺的是，也同时是谢幕的诅咒。

她说，她交给小强选择权的时候，就隐约知道答复了，因为她也希望小强选择停止，除了担心对方，也因为怕自己死缠烂打，最终不仅小强讨厌他，连她自己也憎恨自己。

哦，Mary还说，她其实私底下还在等他哦，也会让自己变得更好，未来再度相恋。不过，我已经骂过她了，叫她清醒点，就不知她听进了没？

Mary还说，她说了很多，不过我忘了，最后一句话好像是她爱他。这，我也骂过她了，“你懂什么是爱吗？啥也没一起经历过，怎么懂得？”

她敢敢骂回我，说我什么也不懂，等我遇到了就会懂。A，我挺想呛她一句，我懂的叻，不过，没说出口。

最后，我要说的是（Mary要记住了），生命给了你最深刻的东西是无常，誓言的永恒只在当下那一刻。因为啊，说永远的那个人在说着话的时侯，是不在的哦。所以Mary，你先找到你自己，才来许下誓言吧，因为小强拒绝你很大可能是因为你自己的问题哦！所以让自己变得更好，别停在这里了，小强也要加油。然后,真的对不起,其实她知道无法走到尽头是她自己的问题,她所带给你的伤害,我替她说向你说 对不起。

我真的该走了，昨晚到今早都没进食，又睡不好，只为了听这两人的故事！

哦，就这样散场了，哭的朋友请自备面纸。